New beginnings

"He will arrive on the 1st of April, the Fool’s Day.

He will be the one who knows what he wants and he will dictate consciously his destiny.

Not from force, like Aries usually do.

But with wit, humour and unexpected depth."

I felt he is on his way, I woke up from my sleep at 5:40.

I booked flight that was leaving in 1h 40 minutes. And this is the capital city of Romania at 7am during a week day.

Odds to the contrary all gates opened even if they were closed. The taxi arrived at the airport 4 minutes earlier than Waze was predicting. The check-in closed and there was a huge cue with people for the next flight, but I was so excited about the arrival of T. that I convinced everyone with a smile to open the path for me.

I arrived in perfect timing.

At the maternity as I was sitting in meditation and connection with the mother I could feel her. Me and my sister are deeply connected with an energy of love. But what happened next no one could have told me. The moment T was ready to arrive in the world and the contractions started, I started to feel them as well inside my own body as if I was experiencing the birth. As I connected to the wisdom inside I understood that this is not only possible but that it happens naturally and it's more about refining our capacity to listen to the subtle energies of the body.

I was praying and holding the field of love sending blessings to the mother and the child wishing her ease and strength. I have so much reverence to all mothers for their courage to go through the most painful experience a human body can physically feel by connecting to love.

And our bodies are a wonder.

We can feel much more than we imagine we can. We are stronger than anything anyone led us to believe. We can feel deep pain fully in presence and in consciousness and go deep into it. The feeling of strength that comes from it is exquisite.

And this angel, that carries a mystical and powerful name symbolizing the twin who triumphs, The One who Doubts until he Knows — and then Leads with Conviction, will be able to hold duality, integrating light and shadow showing us an example worthy to ripple.

As the stars and planets aligned in Aries, so did we. We are entering an era of remembering our sovereignty, our Self with a capital S.

Not as an egotic pursuit, not as narcissism or individualism. But as a remembering of our inner power first in order to better co-create in systemic interdependence.

We are going out of an era of attachment, dependence, people pleasing, needing for validation and following the rules of a society based on adversity to difference and risk.

We are taking off towards times of incredible remembering of our true power.

And we will always have a choice.

The choice is if you want to stay in your victim mindset and blame the past, others, yourself for whatever is happening or not in your life and your universe.

Or, to take the lead in your inner world so that your outer world reflects your deep alignment.

The question of the fool is : how can we do this differently with childlike curiosity, humour, intuition?

Take a leap of faith and allow yourself to be led by the trickster fiery leader inside of you.

And last but not least…connect to love, to the purest form of love you can access in your current life or your memory.

The heart is the initiator and the point 0 in all.